Homegrown (homegrown) wrote,

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Last few days.....

This Journal is turning into what i didn't want it to be. I have heard a lot of people are reading my Journal, and telling others about it. I feel I can't say somethings I should say in it. The people that read my Journal are total assholes. They know they shouldn't read it, but they still do. It all started to with pat.
Lots of stuff has been happening. Lets start with Friday. In physics I did something I don't think I have ever done. I killed 90 minutes of class time by talking to Chandima. It was really refreshing to talk to her. On saturday I fullfilled a dream in a way. I got to see Bigwig and Gob in concert. Bigwig was amazing. They were everything I thought they would be. It was heaven, they even talked to me and played the song i requested. Amazing show. I also went with some cool people. Myranda, Ashley, Marni, and Jon. I have been closer to Ashley lately. I don't know why we ever drifted apart. I think it was the whole zach and pat thing. When I lost face with zach I lost face with ash. And i kinda took pat's corner when ash and pat went through whatever they went through. I even told ash that, and she agreed.
To jump back to thursday......I hung out with Ashley, just ash. We did the most craziest things. We went to Xheatos, but that was boring. We then went to visit....yes......you guessed it.......TARA. She was not home so we left a note and signed it. We then went to clarks and ash made up with brittany, and then we went to Matt Pascoe's. We all went Lawn Ornament stealing. It rocked, what a great night.
Tonight I picked up Myranda and we went to RO. Hung out with amir some peeps....fun fun....then around 9:30 went to the tire park and had some fun. Well more like the parking lot, we never got out of the car. it was even better than last time. Just amazing. I like Myranda a lot, but i think i am past that "she is perfect stage" It is not I find flaws in her. I just can't see myself with her down the road. And i am still attracted to other girls and kinda want to pursue them sometimes, but i am always glad I have myranda. She is over all great. For example I took NOVA tonight cuz she was at myranda when i got there and needed a ride home. I found Nova very cute, she is cute. Cuter than myranda, but myranda has more going for her than looks. A gorgeous person is what she is, and i am glad she is mine. I guess what i am saying is this relationship is not going to last very long, but it was last. =)
I want summer to come now. I just realized i made plans to hang out with tara tonight last week......obviously we both forgot o well. The summer needs to come.....needs to come now. No school.....i want summer.
Very upset that i can't write certain things due to a few people who have been reading my journal......this journal will under a knew name soon. So fuck you all....Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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